 |
|
The Gay Student Center
Web Community and Resource for
Gay, Lesbian, Bisexual, and Questioning College Students and Teens |
|
Mike
Germany is a crazy country..... They drive fast, they have a strange sense of humor (but itz good), and they celebrate CARNIVAL like it was their last days on planet earth. Back in Switzerland we celebrated Carnival a lil different.... and this year.... I wanted to celebrate it like the germans do. My Friend Dani (who is gay), my best female friend Tatti (who is a lesbian), Tobi (who is my EX) and me were planning a Carnival Party at our house..... My parents allowed us to invite sum friends, but NO alcoholics and NO drugs ! So we invited Tattiīs girlriend Natasha, our schoolmates Phil, Gilles, Danny, Nadine and Michael Well, the Party started at 8pm on "Carnival Friday" We sat around in my room listening to some music, talking and...... we played TRUTH or DARE. For some reasons.... Tatti didnīt want to answer the question if she ever had Sex with a boy..... so we ordered her to sing T.a.t.U - All the things she said LIVE. Ok... she did that and she did it great.... I got the idea.... well Tatti and T.a.t.U doesnīt sound too different.... she is a lesbian.... so why not let her and Nash perfrom like T.a.t.U? Well.... said and done.... They both did it and they did a great performance ! In the end Tatti and Natasha ended laying on my bed, kissing wild ! The same time, my Ex Tobi and my mate Dani came closer and they started to kiss as well..... Danny and Nadine.... too.... cuz they were a couple anyways..... So they all kissed except me, Michael, Phil and Gilles. I thought..... hell... I wanna kiss someone too... but... who? So I asked Michael if he wants to kiss with me....... just for fun. He was a lil surprised and looked like an atomic bomb exploded right in front of him. To make it short.... He kissed me... I kissed back and we ended making out on the bed, right beside Tatti and Nash. I dunno why..... but I thought it would be nice if Michael could stay here for the whole nite.... I wouldnīt say I was horny or something.... I wanted someone to cuddle with. I felt a lil lonely after I broke up with Tobi and I needed someone to hug me and stuff. Well, at 11:30 our friends had to leave, cuz they had to go back by bus (my parents were out.... so they couldnīt drive em home). Tobi and Dani went over to Daniīs room (I have to add, that Dani stayed with my family until June 2003, because his parents were still in Switzerland til then). Michael wanted to stay here (yay yay yay) and when all the others had left I sat on my bed with Michael. We were talking about this n that.... then we watched a DVD (Breakfast at Tiffanyīs - a very romantic 1960īs movie, starring the gorgeous Audrey Hepburn). The nite with Michael was sweet and it was about 4am when I fell asleep in his arms. In the morning I heard someone knocking at my door..... I thought I was dreaming..... but ok... there was someone knocking at my door..... I was half asleep, half awake and Michael was laying right next to me..... We were naked and.... suddenly the door opened..... MY DAD..... OMG! I think I woke up when I saw him.... I didnīt say anything.... He didnīt say anything...... He closed the door..... I was OMG..... he saw us in bed, naked...... but then.... 2 seconds later...... *knock knock* again.... OMG my dad again.... I thought he would freak out...... but..... NO..... he just knocked at my door and I could hear him saying: "guys.... come upstairs... if you wanna have a late breakfast" ooooomph What a surprise in the morning ! Michael started to laff... and said.... OMG yer dad is the coolest dad in the world..... was not sure if I should laff or cry or..... Well we went upstairs to get some hot chocolate and stuff. My dad didnīt say anything... He just sat at the table and had breakfast..... I thought to myself......... HELL, what does he think now..... After breakfast, Michael, mommy and me (she already knew I was gay - I told her) went to Frankfurt. I asked her if dad said anything and she just said NO.... he didnīt say a word.
Well........ when I got back home I went upstairs to my dadīs office and I talked to him.... I needed to know what he was thinking. He is not a man of too many words.... except he is talking about his job..... but he asked me if I am gay and I said I donīt know, but right now I think I am. His reaction was unexpected but cool. He just said, "ok René-Sven... I canīt tell you what is good or what is bad, because I am not gay or bi..... you must know what you want and what is good for you, but be sure yer safe" ! ..............WOW........... ! I never thought my dad could be that cool ! I REALLY LOVED HIM FOR BEING SUCH A COOL DAD ! Well..... since then he knows I am into boys......
Mike
